Things ran pretty smoothly at the hospital with my treatment.

My calcium levels appear to be back to normal and blood test results all seemed ok.

This afternoon I was at Lewis's sports day and my mum and her husband came over too.

When Lewis spotted us in the crowd his little face beamed and I know he loves having supporters around to watch him.

I must say he was exceptionally good at everything. Later we had Lewis's induction to middle school. It's a big deal for him, although he seemed pretty cool about the whole process.

These are exciting times for Lewis, which I sincerely hope are not ruined and messed up by the death of his mother.

It really does feel like far too much to burden a small child with.

It's like he's floating around in this big bubble, which I know is going to burst and I don't know what to do about it.

On Friday I gave Jacob the day off school after he came into our bedroom in the early hours of the morning saying he felt unwell.

Later on, after we had collected Lewis from school, it was time for us to finish filming the production we are making for the cancer counselling charity.

It was the boys' turn and I have to confess I was feeling a little apprehensive about what they would have to say.

I checked the questions out first because I didn't want anything to upset them but there was nothing too heavy.

I wasn't in on the interview but Jacob told me he was asked what he would remember most about me and he said my terrible singing and rubbish sense of humour.

Charming! But little does he realise how alike we are-ha ha.

Both boys have been given exceptionally good school reports and I could not possibly be any prouder of them both. After lunch on Saturday we went to a fete in Southwick.

I was impressed with the simple devices used for low cost fun to raise money. Then we hit the fair - commercial fun came with a bigger price.

It has been a wonderful weekend. I power walked from Southwick to Small Dole where Tom picked me up.

It felt fabulous. I walked over Truleigh Hill in the sunshine.

I appreciate the beauty of my surroundings so much. Butterflies busily fluttered before me in all their beauty and at one point I saw what I think was a ferret.

It's hot but I'm happy and loving the weather. I saw my GP and have been signed off sick from work because of my headaches.

The migraines are side effects from my cancer treatment but he is unsure about the other strange feelings and dizzy spells and at this stage has suggested that it may be a physiological effect, meaning irregular breathing.

It's a bit like hyperventilating due to rushing about too much. From the doctors' surgery I picked up yet more medication.

I was too tight to take out a pre-payment certificate because I didn't want to die and not get my money's worth that'll teach me.

I'm pleased to say I could have almost managed a year-long one by now.

I worked in the evening and had my usual mixed feelings of caring too much and not wanting to worry at all about things which are work-related.

I was very late back and Tom advised me Lewis had been feeling unwell. I thought that I should have been home. Life could always be worse.

Lewis woke up at about midnight and wanted a cuddle.

He doesn't often ask as he usually likes to sleep illness off alone. We ended up staying awake for ages.

I made up a bed for us downstairs so as not to disturb Tom but at about 3am Lewis woke again and wanted to go back to his bed.

I think it's good for the boys to have a bit of quality time alone with their mum but I was pretty shattered when Jacob came and woke me at about 5.30am just as Tom was leaving for work.

After stressing out because I couldn't get hold of anyone to advise them I would be off sick I finally got through to my line manager. He was totally lovely about things and couldn't have been more supportive.

It felt like a heavy weight had finally been lifted from my shoulders.

I went to see Lewis in his school swimming gala. I love the way his face lights up when he sees me. His smile is so big and his eyes twinkle to follow it through.

He swam fabulously and as always I felt that lovely sense of pride.

In the afternoon I went to Lewis's school's open afternoon to see his work.

I couldn't help thinking about my little boy moving on to middle school when it only feels likes five minutes ago I was having the same feeling of both anticipation and anxiety about him starting school.

From there we went to Jacob's school to watch him in a rounders tournament. I'm delighted to say Jacob's team won.

I was cheering him on really loudly and trying to embarrass him but I'm not sure I succeeded. Jacob is such a great person, he's so cool about everything and everyone.

I cycled to Shoreham to visit my friend Lesley in hospital.

There was a whole group of other friends there. It felt great to all be together laughing and chatting again like we used to.

Lewis's school was given the option of the children going home at 1.30pm today because of the weather being so hot.

I went to collect him but surprisingly he chose to stay in school. I can't believe I've turned out such conscientious children.

Mind you, he has disclosed a little crush on a girl in his class that may have been the real reason.

I managed to console my rejection for another woman by a swim in the sea and relaxing in the sun with my mum and brother's girlfriend Jane.